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להרגיש

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במשך 25 שנה הסתכלתי עליהם, גילמתי אותם, תפסתי אותם, כדי לשמור עליהם לנצח. נראה כי הגירה ושמירה על קשרים קרובים הם שני מושגים שאינם תואמים. אבל התברר שהם לא.

אני צופה בהם תלויים על קירותיי ומקשיב לקולותיהם המוקלטים, לשיחותינו. ופתאום השפה, מה שהם אומרים, כבר לא חשובה. לא משנה אם הם מסתכלים עלי. לא משנה אם הם כבר לא כאן.

זה על התחושה הזו שאתה מקבל כשאתה עוצם עיניים ואינך רואה אותם יותר, אתה מרגיש אותם.

סינטו

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קואנדו אברו לוס אוג'וס לוס רטרטו, קואנדו סיירו לוס אוג'וס לוס אסקוצ'ו. דוראנטה 25 años los miré, los retraté, los capturé para quedármelos para siempre. Emigrar y mantener relaciones estrechas parecían dos conceptos אינו תואם. Pero resultaron no serlos. Los observo colgados en mis paredes y escucho sus voces grabadas, nuestras conversaciones. Y de repente no importa el idioma o lo que dicen. לא חשוב לי. לא חשוב אם אין לך שום עניין. Es sobre esa sensación que te da cuando cierras los ojos y ya no los ves, los sentís. כשאני פוקח את עיניי, אני מתאר אותם. כשאני סוגר אותם, אני מקשיב.

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